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honorary lesbian ([personal profile] preowned) wrote2020-07-12 07:52 pm

shinobu

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wisterin: (a17)

[personal profile] wisterin 2020-07-26 10:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She breathes out to calm herself because he's not wrong. She knows and agrees, but it doesn't make her any less angry. ]

The rules were crafted to create as much pain as possible. Objectively, I can recognize the effectiveness.

[ She can push away her feelings enough for that. ]

And it's not like the wrongly accused don't deserve a chance.

[ It just doesn't make anything easier for anyone. ]
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[personal profile] wisterin 2020-07-28 06:48 am (UTC)(link)
There is no fairness in this. I know that as well as anyone else. With the items they're given, too—

[ Anything can be turned into a weapon, but those lower numbers on the die can't even be called a joke. ]

It's not even laughable.
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[personal profile] wisterin 2020-07-29 05:39 am (UTC)(link)
The first execution at the island was straightforward like that, too.

[ She can't really bring herself to smile even in an obviously fake as a coping mechanism way. ]

It makes me sick to wish for something like that again.
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[personal profile] wisterin 2020-07-30 05:42 am (UTC)(link)
[ Shinobu's job is to slay. She can't say she doesn't think some killing isn't justified, but for her, circumstances matter. Reasons matter. ]

The point is to try to break us.
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[personal profile] wisterin 2020-08-01 04:22 am (UTC)(link)
I don't think we're all broken just yet, but that trial—

[ There is no mirth in her smile. ]

It made the cracks in everyone more visible.
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[personal profile] wisterin 2020-08-02 02:46 am (UTC)(link)
It made me... a little tired to see.

[ She puts a hand over her eyes. She means, it hurt a lot to see. ]
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[personal profile] wisterin 2020-08-03 03:21 am (UTC)(link)
There hasn't been any time or distance for any of the hurt that's built to go elsewhere.

[ It's going to continue to build until they can end this, or it ends them. ]
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[personal profile] wisterin 2020-08-09 12:17 am (UTC)(link)
As long as the end we're reaching is a positive one...

[ She smiles because she doesn't want to show anything but a smile right now. ]

I don't think it'll be enough, but it will be a start.