[ there is a flash of a few emotions. surprise before it's brushed away by the acknowledgement of how no, she shouldn't be surprised. it's expected that he'd brush it aside because of course he would.
it stings a little. in the face of a memory like that, does he really think she wouldn't care enough and let him toss it aside? she doesn't know if she's angrier or sadder by his answer. ]
I don't want to force it. It's something I think is best if he comes to it on his own, but some people don't know how to accept help when they need it the most.
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tsurumaru??
she looks at him with alarm. she's still processing. ]
What happened after?
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[ he gives her a thumbs up, and proceeds not to explain further. ]
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it stings a little. in the face of a memory like that, does he really think she wouldn't care enough and let him toss it aside? she doesn't know if she's angrier or sadder by his answer. ]
That's not the kind of answer I want.
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well, some honesty can't hurt. ]
When I was brought to the camp, that was the last thing that happened to me back home.
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[ she can accept that. it doesn't give her much relief, but she can accept it. ]
Will it truly work out once you go back?
[ she doesn't know if any time has passed for him since he's left camp. ]
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My team was very good at saving me.
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Good. I don't know what I'd do if I heard you broke.
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That, I can promise, didn't happen. If anything, I would be more concerned about me breaking them... I was really strong like that...
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What do you mean by that? Did that... darkness make you attack them?
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[ a pause ]
But they are safe.
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And how were you after that?
[ to be forced to attack in this body of his that should have been his own to move. ]
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... I don't want to let you go after this.
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[ he squeezes her hand. ]
Thank you.
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You don't have to thank me for caring about you, but don't you have your mission to return to after this?
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[ a pause. ]
I actually had a rather long break before my recent one.
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[ unless shinobu and dimitri come to hate each other and she no longer goes back to faerghus. ]
Or I can visit you during yours, but you'll have to tell me when you're free.
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[ that way he does not have to explain to a bunch of swords why there is a girl there.
the thought is funny actually but that seems like more work than a break. ]
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explain the girl ]
We'll see where I go after this. I want someone to ask for help at the end of this, but I don't know if he will.
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[ looks into the distance ]
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Someone you know is being foolish, too?
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There's always something... but I suppose we can use this time to try to figure something out.
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