[ oh he looks really pleased in hearing that?? he knew kara and jiji would hang out but having the confirmation from someone other than the latter is good. ]
[ kara and tsuru has had two extremely different experiences in learning about romance
he just tilts his head, but then it clicks. ]
Oh! Haha, no. We decided that we were very fond of each other, and then people kept giving him these books and we learned how to do things like kiss. It's been quite the experience to learn about human romance! You're all so funny.
and automatically starts to complain as she resumes their path back to the kitchen]
I've been trying to help him figure it out for weeks! But I don't know if maybe it's just because you're swords and I'm human and it's impossible for me to express it correctly -
... as for Kara-bou, he's always been the type to be hesitant to try something he isn't already used to. Although if I'm honest, I'm not sure if I would have figured it out as quickly as I did if my situation was different.
[ as in, if he didn't have so much free time over here ]
... I realized I liked him a while ago, so I told him. [thanks lili] It probably doesn't make a lot of sense, since he's a sword and all but... I don't really see a reason to hide my feelings. But Kaoru told him stuff about feelings that I think got him more confused - and I was selfish and asked him to give me an answer eventually.
If you figured out, could you help him? I don't mind either way but...
[ . . . she would like to know. and maybe she would like for him to like her back, but she's not going to tell anyone that.]
I'm glad that Lune is good to you - I haven't spoken to him. I don't think I'll be able to face him until all of this is over...
But when we were first brought here and told to vote for who we found at fault for what happened to you... I know it was Mary - and it made me angry, because she was corrupted. She would never have been corrupted if she wasn't brought here and with the information we had at the time...
I voted for Lune - because Sol had at least tasked me with pairing the partners the first week, and I already hit him.
[so lune was the only one she had to get back at]
I told Ookurikara to apologize on my behalf - but I'm going to say sorry too, once this is over. Once I've done something to make up for incorrectly placing the blame on someone, and putting them in danger because of some misguided sense of justice. I don't think I can face him until the end.
[ . . . . ]
Sorry, for doing that to someone you care about and who cares about you.
[it's probably a little dramatic considering the fact that lune wasn't even remotely in danger -
[ it's funny, because if tsurumaru had run into mary immediately after he woke up here, he definitely would have attempted to murder her. but thankfully he only spoke to her after he spent some time alone. so hearing lili talk about how she voted for someone else instead of mary is...
funny, in a way. a joke that he isn't sure whether or not he wants to laugh at it. ]
Did you apologize to Sol for hitting him?
[ that is his immediate concern here, because tsuru adores sol. ]
... I did - when he gave me a task in order to heal my partner's broken leg, and a wound that Ookurikara got from the war. He's helped me since then, and I'm more in his debt now than anything...
[she faced sol because she didn't have any choice but to see him. but in general...]
Maybe I should've voted for the universe or something.
[but regardless she shakes her head]
... I was informed it was the wrong decision by spending the next week watching nightmares of everyone I love dying in front of me, similar to the dream we had when we found out what happened to you.
I don't think it's atonement.... but if it makes you feel better, I couldn't sleep easily after that anyway.
The universe is rather cruel. Although I probably don't have to tell you that.
[ they've been reminded of it week after week, after all. ]
And I'm not sure what kind of person you think I am that I would feel better after hearing that... Nothing happened to Lune, so there's nothing to be angry about.
[ the implication is that he would probably be angry if something did happen but
.... if someone put a person that I love in danger, or knowingly risked it, I don't know if I could forgive them. Or I wouldn't want them to walk away without consequences.
Even if we're friends.
[ . . . but lili has a habit of being ruled by her emotions]
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it's not going to get any better]
.... I wouldn't offer to make dinner for people I hate!!
[iS THAT THE BEST THAT SHE HAS]
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[ there are plenty of people here he does not hate but he does not think they're friends. ]
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[she's trying her BEST, tsuru]
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You can make me dinner.
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[this conversation is going in circles]
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[ he won't pretend that lune will cook for him ]
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You and Ookurikara both seem very casual with him.
[it's a little weird]
Is he really that familiar to you?
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Oh, yes. We're intimate.
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anyway she totally just fucking loses her balance and is going to eat shit]
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Was I supposed to catch you still?
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well
embarrassed about falling
her face is red]
Why do you think I needed details on your private affairs?! Aren't you a sword? What are you even saying right now?!
Are we just completely miscommunicating again because you don't know how words work?!
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he just tilts his head, but then it clicks. ]
Oh! Haha, no. We decided that we were very fond of each other, and then people kept giving him these books and we learned how to do things like kiss. It's been quite the experience to learn about human romance! You're all so funny.
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once she's back on her feet
she places her hands on his shoulders]
Please tell Ookurikara what you've learned.
[i hate this]
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Okay!
[ he sees no reason to not do this ]
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wheezes
and automatically starts to complain as she resumes their path back to the kitchen]
I've been trying to help him figure it out for weeks! But I don't know if maybe it's just because you're swords and I'm human and it's impossible for me to express it correctly -
Oh, congrats by the way.
You're happy, right?
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and his expression softens. ]
Yes. He is very good to me.
[ tsuru is very gay for one moon ]
... as for Kara-bou, he's always been the type to be hesitant to try something he isn't already used to. Although if I'm honest, I'm not sure if I would have figured it out as quickly as I did if my situation was different.
[ as in, if he didn't have so much free time over here ]
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If you figured out, could you help him? I don't mind either way but...
[ . . . she would like to know. and maybe she would like for him to like her back, but she's not going to tell anyone that.]
I'm glad that Lune is good to you - I haven't spoken to him. I don't think I'll be able to face him until all of this is over...
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[ he ships it now, he's decided.
although... hm. ]
Why can't you face Lune though?
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but.
at the question she winces]
... you might get angry with me.
[like.
tsuru in particular might get angry at her.]
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[ it takes a lot to get him mad. ]
What happened?
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she just frowns]
... I know it was foolish now -
But when we were first brought here and told to vote for who we found at fault for what happened to you... I know it was Mary - and it made me angry, because she was corrupted. She would never have been corrupted if she wasn't brought here and with the information we had at the time...
I voted for Lune - because Sol had at least tasked me with pairing the partners the first week, and I already hit him.
[so lune was the only one she had to get back at]
I told Ookurikara to apologize on my behalf - but I'm going to say sorry too, once this is over. Once I've done something to make up for incorrectly placing the blame on someone, and putting them in danger because of some misguided sense of justice. I don't think I can face him until the end.
[ . . . . ]
Sorry, for doing that to someone you care about and who cares about you.
[it's probably a little dramatic considering the fact that lune wasn't even remotely in danger -
but she still can't quite get over it]
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funny, in a way. a joke that he isn't sure whether or not he wants to laugh at it. ]
Did you apologize to Sol for hitting him?
[ that is his immediate concern here, because tsuru adores sol. ]
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[she faced sol because she didn't have any choice but to see him. but in general...]
Maybe I should've voted for the universe or something.
[but regardless she shakes her head]
... I was informed it was the wrong decision by spending the next week watching nightmares of everyone I love dying in front of me, similar to the dream we had when we found out what happened to you.
I don't think it's atonement.... but if it makes you feel better, I couldn't sleep easily after that anyway.
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[ they've been reminded of it week after week, after all. ]
And I'm not sure what kind of person you think I am that I would feel better after hearing that... Nothing happened to Lune, so there's nothing to be angry about.
[ the implication is that he would probably be angry if something did happen but
nothing did. so it's fine. ]
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Even if we're friends.
[ . . . but lili has a habit of being ruled by her emotions]
You're probably a better person than I am.
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